what do you do when your best friend, boyfriend of 2+ years on/off [almost 17 months straight though], the guy who you love and adore with all your heart, leaves you again to try being single, again. he says he still has feelings for you, you know he does. and you love him with all your heart. you know you two are perfect for each other and you just KNOW he's the only one for you. your mind is telling you to move on but your heart says no. you love him beyond words, and you know he still loves you, though he may be reluctant to admit it. what do you do?
do you know how i'm sure that i want to be with you forever? i see people, everyday. lots of them are guys. plenty of them are cute, too. but none of them make me feel complete, happy, and loved like you do. of all the faces i see everyday, the only one i want to keep constant in my life is your's. you make my soul smile each and every day. you make me feel whole. you make me feel like nothing is wrong in the world. you take away my worries. you are the only person i love wholeheartedly and would do anything for. you are my best friend and my other half. you make me a better person. all these things make it clear to me that i want you, forever and a day.